im okay.. really I am. I'm having a whirlwind of emotions hitting me all at once and its tough to deal, but im not gonna vent anymore. screw it. and im not gonna hold anything back anymore, thats gotten me into some trouble. I hate holding things in, and, well, if being  more honest with people turns out to be an even worse thing, then they're not my friends. I know who my true friends are and they know i love them. so to everyone else, fuck you :-D

today i layed around, in my bed, and just hung out. I tried not to listen to too much Howie cuz its kinda depressing me. but its alright, ill get over it. It makes me happy, too. Music and Friends are the only things that actually make me happy. "one good thing about music is when it hits you you feel no pain" wise man in the o.a.r. song is wise indeed.

Josh Kelley + Gavin DeGraw are amazing. I love them, too. It sucks that Foxboro prolly isn't going to happen the 16th, so no Howie or Gavin, but they'll be more opprotunities. I know it, i have a good feeling about it. Next September may seem far away now, but the time will come and the wait will be well worth it. By the way, if you wanna go, let me know;)

well thats about it, im tired and im prolly gonna go to bed. yah at 8:00 on a Friday night. Its the way to go.. let me tell you;) night everyone.. and thanks to everyone who tried to cheer me up today :-* ilu guys times a billion.


Mood: Okay :)
Music: Josh Kelley - Follow You