i was dreading school, but it turned out to be an okay day. and then.. what i've been anticipating for ever.. the O.A.R. concert:-D:-D:-D it was so much fun, me bri and court were front and center, it was definatly worth the $17. Vaco (Virginia Coalition) was their opening act.. they werent bad and i kinda liked a couple of their songs. Their keyboardest was amazing... and hot:-P The show was amazing, i want to go to another one.
so we got home around 12:30 and i just couldnt sleep.. i was so wired. I didn't get to sleep until 1:30 and i had to wake up for school at 5:30. DAMNIT. Bri and Courtney the lucky bastards didn't have to go to school.. i was definatly jelous.
school wasn't too bad, except i basically fell asleep in all my classes. But there was just a grim feeling all around the school. A kid, well a should-be senior that dropped out, hung himself. I knew him, not personally, but i've seen him around. I felt especially bad for all the YLers, like Jenn, Riely, and Jetty. poor kids, keep your heads up. I felt horriable about it all day. I didn't even know him and I still felt horriable. Its hard when things like that happen so close to you.
Well i came home and took a 2 hour nap. i couldnt sleep last night.. try 4 hours. Thats 7 hours the past 2 days. that's rough:-/
i wasn't really tired today, not during school anyway. Once I came home I was. But i made wallpaper for my comp with lyrics to my favorite songs. I'm living off music now a days. I'm in love with Howie Day, Jason Mraz, O.A.R., Voca, and Gavin DeGraw. The music just seems so soothing. idk why.. i just come home after school and listen to it, i blast it in my empty house and it takes my mind off things, believe it or not. It changes my day from something horriable to something better. My friends to that too. Ever since the o.a.r. concert i've been cheerful, a lot happier. I have friends that i genually care about and that i can trust. I've trusted people in the past and i've gotten hurt, so i don't trust people so much. I've learned my lesson, but my friends are behind me 100%, as I am to them. They've changed my life in so many ways and I am forever in debt to them. Bri, Shea, Jackie, Kelley, Krista, Dan, Court, Jaye, everyone else, ilu guys.
no plans for this weekend.. just maybe bowling Friday night w/ bri and dan and idk if anyone else. hanging out on friday nights is become a weekly thing, huh guys? lol. Bri's going to Dale's funeral.. wish him well for me.
I miss all my college buddies. I miss Dana. I miss talking to him. Hopefully I'll see him or talk to him soon. Same with Matt.. Texas is way too far away!
well.. i'm gonna go download even more music because i don't have enough. I'll burn a CD one of these days..