Rochester is, by far, the stupidest town in New Hampshire. While every other school in the area has two hour delays, we only have one and most of the roads haden't even been plowed by then. Way to go Rochester! Because of this I didn't get to school until close to 8:25 or something, i dont really remember, but i got there really late. Which sucks for one major reason:( but nothing i can do much now..

today still dragged by, even tho we did have a delay. School is really stessful latley, tons of homework and no time to do it. I didnt end up starting my homework until 9 or something last night, and i had hours to do. Not smart. My history paper is due the 9th and out rough draft is due Thursday. I havent even started writing it yet. Again, Not smart.

^^ that ones for you Jaye!


school today was long and boring. Everyone around me is sick, and now I dont feel good at all. My stomache hurts and my kidneys are throbbing. I dont need another kidney infection, its the worst. I have a massive headache and thinking about certain events that happened tonight and today arent helping, im sure. Too much has gone in to thinking about this.. way too much thought. We'll see how tomorrow goes, if i go through with my plans:-/ If i was only certain about it, I wouldnt be so worried about it.


Mood: Sick :(
Music: Josh Kelley - everybody wants you

alright.. well last night i slept over Jackie's. We hung out. I feel asleep early. I didn't really sleep that well either. I woke up at 10 and we went out on the trails on the 4-wheelers by 10:45 - 11ish. We were gone for awhile, too. We did get stuck, and Jackie dropped me in the mud, but it was loads of fun anyway. We didnt get back until 2? idk really. We warmed up since we were all cold and freezing than me and jackie went back out to the powerlines for a lil bit. We got clod and went back in for maybe a half an hour. We went back out w/ Cass and i put double layers on to stay warm and we were out there forever. So much fun:)

i just got home.. not too much has gone on of too much importance. I don't want to go to school 2morrow. Bri isn't answering my IMs. the Guster CD i burnt consists of guys "meowing" and it pisses me off. I'm gonna buy it anyway, but i want to listen to it now w/o having to listen to selected songs on the guster website. oh well..

i <3 snapple apple


Mood: Tired :[

this entrys prolly gonna be short cuz not a whole lot has happened since last night, but one MAJOR important event happened.. so thats basically the only reason im updating.


well i was kinda searching the web looking for tour dates for either Josh Kelley or Gavin DeGraw. I came upon a website for a Maine newspaper and it had a list of concerts in the NH, ME, MA area for the month of december. So i'm kinda strolling along, skimming through the dates. I came upton the Dec. 16 concert in Boston i wanted to go to w/ howie, guster, and gavin degraw and i knew i couldnt go, unfortunatly. So I keep reading. Then, i came upon a concert in Portland, ME, the 19th and 20th, with Howie and Guster. That def. just made my night. $20 a ticket and its General Admission, so if we get there early enough we could get REALLY good spots. Guster's taping a DVD, thats why its 2 nights. I'll go one of the nights, anyway. I'm def. excited, and its on a Friday/Saturday night which is even better.


well thats pretty much all.. i went shopping today for x-mas.. got my family pretty much done. I dont have a whole lot of money left.. i just wont eat lunch in school, or ill bring my own lunch, to save my money. I got Jaye her present today, too;)


Mood: Excited :-D
Music: Guster - Amsterdam

Happy Turkey Day every one:-D

i just want to start out by saying.. i love my friends. And i want to say sorry to everyone, Shea in praticular, cuz I've been acting really bitchy latley. It's not you guys, at all, its more like family life and being so stressed out and what-not. The usual type of thing. And I'm sorry if I snapped at you on Monday, i've grown to be more independant since i'm always by myself all the time and i dont like it when people see me upset, and when they do I dont want them to pity me. I really couldn't stand it when everyone kept asking me if I was okay or what was wrong constantly throughout the day. When i tell you once i dont want to have to tell you again. I tried getting my mind off things and tried to cheer up, but once I did someone would come along and remind me of it. It wasn't my day. It hasnt been my week, more likley. Shea, you know i love you, and im sorry. I just felt like we were falling apart, and by trying to regain our friendship i made things worse, typical of me, right? I love you guys, each and every one of you, and never forget that!

today we had to go down to mass to visit family and what-not. NOT my idea of a fun time. Typical me playing video games w/ my bros staying away from everyone kind of day. And thats exactly what i did. I really don't like a lot of my family, and i try to stay as far away from them as possiable. Its hard when the closest person to your age there is your 20 year old brother. Food wasn't all that great.. i hate turkey day:(

i really dont know why im updating cuz i have absolutly nothing to say.

school was alright.. french is horriable, the stuff were doing got so much harder and we have an oral quiz on it all 2morrow, so i should probably study:-/. I finally passed that algrabra test after 3 attemps, much like the rest of the class. You'd think that Mr. Ingalls would realize hes not teaching us anything when only 4 people pass a test, but of course not. I dont like the guy, hes a horriable teacher. History is more stressful than ever. This is where all my stress comes from. We have a research paper due the 19th and everything has to be perfect, it is mrs. newton. I have to get a 93 or higher this quarter so i dont have to take the final. Yearbook has been okay. I've been keeping busy with senior grid stuff.

I want to go up to Portland Monday night after school to see Howie Day. It's for VH1, some Inside Track thing. You get to watch him preform and meet him. He's my favorite artist right now, and to meet him would be now would be insane. It's free, too. Portland's only an hour away too, and it starts at 6, so i wouldnt be home too late. I love Howie, beyond beliefe. His music is amazing, theres just something about it.

i feel sick, this stuff sucks. Not the perfect timeing either, cuz im already stressed out and now i have to worry about this. My kidney's hurt and I had a kidney infection frosh year, im just scared to get another one. Its so painful, i almost had to get hospitalized. Its the most painful thing i have ever encountered so far in my life. I'm just really nervous becasue i dont want to go through that pain again. Its hurts so bad that I dont want to move.

Well I dont know whats going on 2morrow if anything. Me, Bri, Dan, and maybe Shea were gonna go bowling but im not sure if we are. Bri or Dan.. lemme know whats going on:-/

well i have to study for that damn french thing, burn a CD to fall asleep to tonight, then finish my Algebra homework. <muchlove33 xoxo